Sunday, October 30, 2005

In over my head

What the heck was I thinking? I am so completely lost. I am in seminary, just trying to keep from drowning, and it seems that I am doing nothing. It seems that this is Gods little joke, don't talk to Scott and when he gets frustrated enough to want to quit, then give a word to somebody else that will stop him in his tracks. In a fog? No, I'm driving at high speed on a moonless night, in the forest, without brakes, lights, in a vehicle with no defroster, vacuum wipers and it's raining. A wreck seems unavoidable. My priest tells me I need to surrender. I think that I can't take on french lessons at this time. My mind is a mess. I wish I had the faith of that moron with the plywood.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Faith hits like a brick. You stand because you've faith that the Lord is smarter than you and is significantly more aware of what is going on around you. And He is. He is to all of us. And you don't stand alone at a loss for words or understanding, but you endure in faith until God reveals His will in your life. And He has got to dig that love Scott.

10:00 PM  
Blogger joannmski said...

You are like the rhino, who can only see 30 feet ahead but runs at 30 mph. Or something like that.

Some people hear God speaking through the mouths of others. Guess you were one of those lucky ones this week. ;-)

4:36 PM  

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